*Negative aura. I'm just expressing my feelings here. No offence to anyone out there. It's just me. So if you don't want to read this after reading these few lines, itz alrite.

I have been thinking a lot lately. About my life. My future. My emotions. My moods. My thoughts. Family. Friends. Career. It's all been crazy. It's hard to sort all these things out. I'm not sure why. It has been really frustrating. It's been nuts. Shall I explain? Let me try..

Life. Pretty mundane. It's like a routine. There's only be some occasions of happiness but it'll disappear as fast as it came.

Future. Uncertain.

Emotions. Moods. Thoughts. It's been one heck of a ride. Sometimes, I'm not sure why I'm feeling what I'm feeling at times. There'll be sudden mood changes, which can be pretty drastic. It's a whirl. Thoughts linger in my mind a lot too. Good and bad.

Family. They are always there for me. I pray we will be happy forever.

*Friends. I'm not sure who I am to them. I feel as if I'm being treated like a spare tyre and they'll only come to me when they don't have anyone else to hang out with. I know they have their own lives to lead to. From their group of friends to the start of their love life. I don't blame them really. Maybe the real problem lies in me. So, ok it's me.

Career. Uncertain too. From my attachment now, I'm not sure if I'm able to work every day from 9 to 5 in a routine for the rest of the life. I'll go mad if that happens.

That's it. If you read it, thanks for reading my ramblings. Bye.

I just want to say thanks to all the peeps who wished me a Happy Birthday today. Yes, I'm turning 19 today. Not much of a celebration. Haha! My family just ordered pizza and work was dull as usual. However, I felt a bit happy today since it's my special day. But just a bit.

Until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Hey peeps!

I seem to be better now that my sore throat is almost gone now. I'm coughing a bit but I guess it'll improve in a couple of days. Anyway, what a great weekend! First I would like to thank Joel for the wonderful early birthday present he gave me last Friday! Oh my gosh! I did not expect the DVD box set of Season 1 of Ghost Whisperer to be it! I'm really happy and ecstatic! I was smiling and hopping on my sofa when I opened it! Thanks again! :D

Oh I got to listen to sneaks of songs from David's debut album! They are Touch My Hands, My Hands and now the latest, A Little Too Not Over You! Awesome! Archieness! His songs totally rock my world! I'm seriously looking forward to his album! It's going to be one dang ride! :D

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Ugh *rubs throat*

Every swallow is a torture and painful. Why? I have a sore throat today and a fever ever since Sunday morning. I went to the doctor a while ago and was given 2 days of MC. Sigh. It's even hard to talk. Im not even doing anything right now with my mouth but I can feel the sore throat. Ugh. Hopefully it gets better.

To all my friends who are starting school today, all the best! :D

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Hey peeps!

Nothing much to blog since my life is pretty mundane. So if you guys want to leave as soon as you read this first paragraph, I don't blame you.

Work. Work has starting to catch up on me since I'm starting to get real busy in the office. Usually I would have some free time but last week passed by so quickly, with a snap of the finger just like that. What's more, for the next 2 weeks, I'll be super busy. I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing but I'll try and endure it.

Also, I have been thinking and spacing out a lot lately. About my life. My future. How my decisions now may have a big impact on my future. Mixed emotions. Sigh. 

October 23. November 11. And November 17. Dates that will make me the happiest boy on earth. :D

Until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

I love her version of Crush! Awesome! :D