Nervous Wreck!

Hey peeps!

I am now in the school library just chilling and taking a sigh of relief. Why? Well, I just finished a TV interview in the morning just now for the news later tonight about the NP Advantage scheme, which was recently announced. Man, I was a nervous wreck! First time in front of the camera where people would watch it on the news later at night. I'll hide in my room for that half-an-hour telecast before I'll come out again. Gosh!

Now I know why some people dislike looking themselves on the mirror let alone, the TV. I probably messed up a lot and rambled who-knows-what but thankfully the reporter was friendly enough to guide us through the whole thing. Still, I think I messed up. Haha! Anyway, it was great insight to how interviews are done professionally on TV. Haha!

For some reason, I'm into chipmunked remix songs now. Haha! Some are pretty funny while some actually sound good. Haha! I laughed till my stomach ache just now when I listened to some songs I usually listen to in chipmunk. Haha! You guys should check them out on YouTube. Pretty cool stuff. Awesome! :D

Until here then. Nash out! :D

New Layout

All right! A new layout is up! For the latest, I just made it simple with only the change in the banner, which is my own.Yesterday, I went out with my friends, Lyd, Wani and Rahima from secondary school, whom I never met for quite a while, except for Indra who I have been in touch with since then (well, until now, we are in the same school. What do you expect? Haha!). Pretty cool stuff.

We met around 2pm at Plaza Singapura and had lunch at Pastamania, which recently turned halal according to Wani. The food's pretty tasty too. While we ate, as usual, we shared some laughs here and there, just like old times. I noticed all of us did not change much, except for appearance and the paths we took ever since we parted.

After that, we walked to the arcade where Rahima's younger brother who she brought along with wanted to play some games. We took a few pictures and some us of us decided to go karaoke-ing so we went to find K-Box.

Unfortunately, we were shocked by the prices they charge (like REALLY SHOCKED) and so we changed plan to watch a movie instead. We watched Slumdog Millionaire. I can see why the movie is up for many awards, due to its true portrayal of India and its people, especially slums. It's a really good insight, so I recommend you guys to watch it. Note that it is NC16 as there are pretty disturbing scenes. I shall not describe them here but you get the idea what the rating generally means.

After that, we went to the Esplanade and just chilled for a while. We chatted about the past, the present and future. At the same time, we took some pictures together and laughed again. It was fun relieving those moments once more.
Soon, it was time to head home. We boarded the same bus and once again, more pictures taken and laughter. Haha! We still like to joke around, even in the bus. Haha! To sum up, it's great seeing my old peeps again and hopefully, we get to hang out again soon. :D

To those who are still reading this ordinary blog of mine, thanks for still doing so and take care! :D

Revamp of blog soon. Bear with me. :)

Update: 75% done :)

I'm posting this song by Carrie Underwood after all the ups and downs I have been feeling this week. Now, I'm feeling slightly better. It's really beautiful. Enjoy! :D

So Small - Carrie Underwood (Click Here)


Yeah, Yeah

[Verse 1]
What you got if you ain't got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It's okay to open up
go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

[Chorus]
'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
seem so small

[Verse 2]
It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it's like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time's flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back

[Chorus]
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Yeah, Yeah

And one more thing. I have been given a couple of disrespectful remarks this week. What's with the people man? Well one thing, a random person who I added in MSN suddenly cursed and swore at me for no reason. HUH?! I didn't even say anything to you. What is your problem? I thought since you want to add me to make friends, it's all right with me. But why are you showing me disrespect for no reason?

Another incident happened when a taxi driver showed me the middle finger when he drove past me. At that time, I was at a provision shop. I did not know about it till the kind shop lady told me. Geez man. What is the world turning into?

So from here, there are 2 things I would like to say. It's all right if you want to make friends with me, but if you just add me just to bring me down and think you are bigger than me by cursing and swearing at me, I'll just delete and block you from my list.

Second, I'm still waiting for the world to change. It's not the same as a few years ago. It used to be more kinder. What is happening people?

I'm seriously getting more and more emotionless by the day. My eyes are getting more bloody too. Eyebags? Possibly.

Anyway, attachment officially ended last Friday. It was kind of my manager and one of my seniors to treat me to lunch. I didn't really expect that since they have loads of work to do. Haha! Thanks so much for your guidance at EY. I'm honoured to be in your team.

Now, I have to complete a multimedia project related to the attachment, which my group already completed a couple of hours ago. Haha! Amazing stuff and timing. And to think we only managed to only plan the day after the attachment ended. Haha! And it's wierd hearing my own voice too during the process.

If my life goes on like this, I'm not sure where I'll end up. Sigh.

Gosh it's been a month since I last blogged. Spider webs in sight too.

Well, my life is boring as you can probably tell. Nothing much happened really. Attachment is as per normal, like a routine. Well, it is a routine. Let's see.

Wake up.
Stretch.
Brush teeth.
Shower.
Dress up.
Have breakfast.
Plug in earphones.
Walk to the train station.
Listen to the radio or your own music/Take a doze for a moment.
Walk to the workplace.
Greet and smile to your co-workers.
Drink Milo.
Read the Today newspaper you picked up on the way.
Glance at watch.
Ask for work.
Day passes by.
Ask for any work before leaving for the day.
Heads back to train station.
Plug in earphones.
Listen to the radio or your own music/Take a doze for a moment.
Walk back home.
Do your best to enjoy the rest of the day before tomorrow comes again.

I'm sure you are having a pretty much better life than me. I don't really blame anyone for this. Maybe it's me. Ya you feel sick having to hear "Maybe it's me". I don't blame you for that too. But that's just how I feel every day. Me. Everything leads up to me. Me. Sometimes, I just feel like running away from all of this and just take a moment. A minute. A second. To have some serenity in me. Other people have their own lives to lead, so I shall not disturb them.

I have nothing else to say. To sum it all, my life=probably something you do not want to be in. Bye.

Hey people. Or myself.

I'll just review a movie I just watched recently. It's Transporter 3. Amazingly, it has attracted many viewers at the cinema alone on opening day, which amazed me. I'm guessing the movie must be dang awesome. And it is!

Jason Statham is now officially one of my favourite actors. Haha! He really gets into the role of Frank Martin, who has this cool yet threatening demanour about him whenever you are near him. One thing's for sure. Don't mess with him, especially with his suit and car. He'll be mad, that's for sure. Like REAL mad. Haha! Love his fighting moves too. Great chereography! :D

Time has flew by and there's only one month left before my internship ends! Awesome! Haha! I'll be jumping for joy in the last day. Haha! :D

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Hey peeps!

I know it's been a while since I last blogged. Well, work calls. Haha! Anyway, I'll just share what I think of 2 movies which I had watched at the cinema recently.

First, it's Yes Man. Gosh this movie is really hilarious! I enjoyed every moment from the start till the end. Jim Carrey really lives up to the name of comedy based on this movie. Once again, like all the other funny movies he did, he sure did not fail to tickle every funny bone of everyone watching it in the cinema. If you want to lighten yourself up after a hard day or simply want to laugh, this movie is for you. It's great for a bunch of friends or family to watch!

Next is Twilight. All right, no offence but I don't see why everyone loves this movie so much, especially girls. This might sound biased, but from a boy's perspective, it's kind of cheezy (looks around for any girl in case I'm chased to be thrown rotten tomatoes at this point). I know, it's teenage romance. Maybe that's why girls like it. As for me, I just went with the flow when I watched it. If you like teenage romance and Edward Cullen, this is for you, I guess.

Gosh how time flies! It's already nearing the end of 2008! And it's officially one month and one week more to go for my attachment! Haha! Yay! The final report is due soon, but I have done most of it except for some parts and just needs some editing. There's also the group multimedia project. Hopefully, we'll able to get that done too asap.

Well, until here then. Bye! Nash out! :D

Hey peeps, if you are reading this. If not, then hello to myself.

During the weekends, my family decided to hung out and catch a movie called The Day The Earth Stood Still, starring Keanu Reeves and Jennifer Connelly. It's a cool movie I must admit, although I have to agreed with the movie critics that the storyline is kind of "simple" with the way they ended the movie. I was expecting more from the outcome of the movie but the special effects and Reeves's emotionless character and personality made up for it. Still, I think there is improvement to end the story. If you just want to relax and just want to go with the flow, this movie is the one you might want to consider watching.

I'm not afraid to admit that I have been emotional these past few days. Somehow, in some occasions, I just could not hold it back and I would just cry. Yes, you heard me right. With tears and sadness. I would not say why here since this is public but generally, it's because of the ups and downs of life and I guess, me. Myself. So now, I'm officially emotionally weak.

The end of 2008 is approaching and so does the new year of 2009. Seriously, I'm not looking forward to the coming couple of years ahead. I just feel it would make me feel more depressed deep inside and creates a wormhole of darkness in me. Well, that's me.

My apologies if I ramble too much about myself. It's a bit selfish, I know. I'm sorry. You can ignore this post now if it still does not make sense to you after reading this last sentence. Thank you.

Probably there are already spiderwebs around this blog but oh well.

Although many people might be looking forward to next year, I certainly don't. Why? The acronym, NS. Ugh. I only have a limited time to enjoy my freedom and teenage years before all hell break loose. However, I don't care. Abuse me all you want in there. They probably think they are better in rank than we are, but really I don't care. As far as I know, 2 years of depression and suffering would engulf me during that period. Psh. Whatever.

Anyway, let's divert to something else. I'm halfway through my attachment period, which I guess it's a good thing. Approximately 2 months and 1 week more to go. And I have not started on my final report yet. Haha! Nice.

Until here then. Bye! Nash out! :D

Ok. It's getting quite late now so I better hurry or else I'll be late for work tomorrow. Haha!

I finally got David Archuleta's debut album today! Yeah! I was on cloud nine when I saw the album on the CD shelves under "New Releases". Also, somewhat I felt nervous when I entered the CD shop. Haha! It's also the same feeling on the day the results of American Idol this year was going to be announced. Wierd huh?

Anyway, tomorrow would be another awesome day (later I guess) as I'll be getting the deluxe version on iTunes. Woo Hoo! Another 4 additional songs, which are bonus tracks to be heard! Can't wait!

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

200th post already? Wow.

Anyway, today's post is all about randomness. Can you believe I actually thought today was Sunday when I woke up? Gosh! I remembered dreaming about something that triggered that thought but the moment I opened my eyes, it disappeared and so I could not recall. Sigh. It must probably because of the Looking-Forward-To-The-Weekends Syndrome ever since I started my internship almost 3 months ago. I'm halfway there! Hopefully all ends well.

Also, during lunchtime, I have been doodling on my drinking paper cups. Haha! I'll post pictures soon. I think I'll have some work to keep me busy this week. Till the weekends I go! And next Monday! :D

Until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Hey peeps!

Nothing much to blog today. Just a normal, typical day. I wanted to sleep more in the morning but I was forced to wake up to have breakfast at McDonalds. It was not all that bad although I can get pretty cranky if I don't have enough sleep.

After that, my friend, Indra and I went to campus to paste several posters promoting the gifting campaign for David's album. Hopefully the students would notice. Haha!

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

*Negative aura. I'm just expressing my feelings here. No offence to anyone out there. It's just me. So if you don't want to read this after reading these few lines, itz alrite.

I have been thinking a lot lately. About my life. My future. My emotions. My moods. My thoughts. Family. Friends. Career. It's all been crazy. It's hard to sort all these things out. I'm not sure why. It has been really frustrating. It's been nuts. Shall I explain? Let me try..

Life. Pretty mundane. It's like a routine. There's only be some occasions of happiness but it'll disappear as fast as it came.

Future. Uncertain.

Emotions. Moods. Thoughts. It's been one heck of a ride. Sometimes, I'm not sure why I'm feeling what I'm feeling at times. There'll be sudden mood changes, which can be pretty drastic. It's a whirl. Thoughts linger in my mind a lot too. Good and bad.

Family. They are always there for me. I pray we will be happy forever.

*Friends. I'm not sure who I am to them. I feel as if I'm being treated like a spare tyre and they'll only come to me when they don't have anyone else to hang out with. I know they have their own lives to lead to. From their group of friends to the start of their love life. I don't blame them really. Maybe the real problem lies in me. So, ok it's me.

Career. Uncertain too. From my attachment now, I'm not sure if I'm able to work every day from 9 to 5 in a routine for the rest of the life. I'll go mad if that happens.

That's it. If you read it, thanks for reading my ramblings. Bye.

I just want to say thanks to all the peeps who wished me a Happy Birthday today. Yes, I'm turning 19 today. Not much of a celebration. Haha! My family just ordered pizza and work was dull as usual. However, I felt a bit happy today since it's my special day. But just a bit.

Until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Hey peeps!

I seem to be better now that my sore throat is almost gone now. I'm coughing a bit but I guess it'll improve in a couple of days. Anyway, what a great weekend! First I would like to thank Joel for the wonderful early birthday present he gave me last Friday! Oh my gosh! I did not expect the DVD box set of Season 1 of Ghost Whisperer to be it! I'm really happy and ecstatic! I was smiling and hopping on my sofa when I opened it! Thanks again! :D

Oh I got to listen to sneaks of songs from David's debut album! They are Touch My Hands, My Hands and now the latest, A Little Too Not Over You! Awesome! Archieness! His songs totally rock my world! I'm seriously looking forward to his album! It's going to be one dang ride! :D

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Ugh *rubs throat*

Every swallow is a torture and painful. Why? I have a sore throat today and a fever ever since Sunday morning. I went to the doctor a while ago and was given 2 days of MC. Sigh. It's even hard to talk. Im not even doing anything right now with my mouth but I can feel the sore throat. Ugh. Hopefully it gets better.

To all my friends who are starting school today, all the best! :D

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Hey peeps!

Nothing much to blog since my life is pretty mundane. So if you guys want to leave as soon as you read this first paragraph, I don't blame you.

Work. Work has starting to catch up on me since I'm starting to get real busy in the office. Usually I would have some free time but last week passed by so quickly, with a snap of the finger just like that. What's more, for the next 2 weeks, I'll be super busy. I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing but I'll try and endure it.

Also, I have been thinking and spacing out a lot lately. About my life. My future. How my decisions now may have a big impact on my future. Mixed emotions. Sigh. 

October 23. November 11. And November 17. Dates that will make me the happiest boy on earth. :D

Until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

I love her version of Crush! Awesome! :D

Hey peeps!

Sigh it's Monday. Monday Blues started setting in the moment I opened my eyes from my sleep. Gosh! Well, I guess the day turned out all right. Yay? Haha!

My first pay is going to come into my bank account soon. I'm so excited. I think I'm going to buy a couple of thumbdrives to store some of my HUGE data in my laptop (which causes it to lag) and sometimes it pisses me off but I bear with it since it's my first laptop ever (I love it). Also, a treat to dinner for my family is a must and maybe an outing with some friends (wherever they may be right now). Also, I'm going to hunt for that jacket that I want so badly. Ugh! Haha!

Well, from 1 October onwards, 4 more months to go. Ugh. Haha! But it's ok. Special days are coming ahead and I can't wait. Hehe!

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D