*Negative aura. I'm just expressing my feelings here. No offence to anyone out there. It's just me. So if you don't want to read this after reading these few lines, itz alrite.

I have been thinking a lot lately. About my life. My future. My emotions. My moods. My thoughts. Family. Friends. Career. It's all been crazy. It's hard to sort all these things out. I'm not sure why. It has been really frustrating. It's been nuts. Shall I explain? Let me try..

Life. Pretty mundane. It's like a routine. There's only be some occasions of happiness but it'll disappear as fast as it came.

Future. Uncertain.

Emotions. Moods. Thoughts. It's been one heck of a ride. Sometimes, I'm not sure why I'm feeling what I'm feeling at times. There'll be sudden mood changes, which can be pretty drastic. It's a whirl. Thoughts linger in my mind a lot too. Good and bad.

Family. They are always there for me. I pray we will be happy forever.

*Friends. I'm not sure who I am to them. I feel as if I'm being treated like a spare tyre and they'll only come to me when they don't have anyone else to hang out with. I know they have their own lives to lead to. From their group of friends to the start of their love life. I don't blame them really. Maybe the real problem lies in me. So, ok it's me.

Career. Uncertain too. From my attachment now, I'm not sure if I'm able to work every day from 9 to 5 in a routine for the rest of the life. I'll go mad if that happens.

That's it. If you read it, thanks for reading my ramblings. Bye.

I just want to say thanks to all the peeps who wished me a Happy Birthday today. Yes, I'm turning 19 today. Not much of a celebration. Haha! My family just ordered pizza and work was dull as usual. However, I felt a bit happy today since it's my special day. But just a bit.

Until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Hey peeps!

I seem to be better now that my sore throat is almost gone now. I'm coughing a bit but I guess it'll improve in a couple of days. Anyway, what a great weekend! First I would like to thank Joel for the wonderful early birthday present he gave me last Friday! Oh my gosh! I did not expect the DVD box set of Season 1 of Ghost Whisperer to be it! I'm really happy and ecstatic! I was smiling and hopping on my sofa when I opened it! Thanks again! :D

Oh I got to listen to sneaks of songs from David's debut album! They are Touch My Hands, My Hands and now the latest, A Little Too Not Over You! Awesome! Archieness! His songs totally rock my world! I'm seriously looking forward to his album! It's going to be one dang ride! :D

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Ugh *rubs throat*

Every swallow is a torture and painful. Why? I have a sore throat today and a fever ever since Sunday morning. I went to the doctor a while ago and was given 2 days of MC. Sigh. It's even hard to talk. Im not even doing anything right now with my mouth but I can feel the sore throat. Ugh. Hopefully it gets better.

To all my friends who are starting school today, all the best! :D

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Hey peeps!

Nothing much to blog since my life is pretty mundane. So if you guys want to leave as soon as you read this first paragraph, I don't blame you.

Work. Work has starting to catch up on me since I'm starting to get real busy in the office. Usually I would have some free time but last week passed by so quickly, with a snap of the finger just like that. What's more, for the next 2 weeks, I'll be super busy. I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing but I'll try and endure it.

Also, I have been thinking and spacing out a lot lately. About my life. My future. How my decisions now may have a big impact on my future. Mixed emotions. Sigh. 

October 23. November 11. And November 17. Dates that will make me the happiest boy on earth. :D

Until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

I love her version of Crush! Awesome! :D

Hey peeps!

Sigh it's Monday. Monday Blues started setting in the moment I opened my eyes from my sleep. Gosh! Well, I guess the day turned out all right. Yay? Haha!

My first pay is going to come into my bank account soon. I'm so excited. I think I'm going to buy a couple of thumbdrives to store some of my HUGE data in my laptop (which causes it to lag) and sometimes it pisses me off but I bear with it since it's my first laptop ever (I love it). Also, a treat to dinner for my family is a must and maybe an outing with some friends (wherever they may be right now). Also, I'm going to hunt for that jacket that I want so badly. Ugh! Haha!

Well, from 1 October onwards, 4 more months to go. Ugh. Haha! But it's ok. Special days are coming ahead and I can't wait. Hehe!

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Finally itz the weekends again! Woohoo! Yay! Ugh tomorrow's Sunday already? What a bummer. Oh well.

Wednesday would be Hari Raya Puasa. For those non-Muslims, I can see many smiles on your faces right now since you can take a break from school or work for at least a day and what's more, it is smacked right in the middle of the week, so time files faster. Haha!

Oct 23rd..November 11..Looking forward to them..:D

Until here then! Bye! Nash out! :D

Hey all!

Gosh David's album cover is out! OMG! It's freaking amazing! I just love it! I'm so grabbing the album now! Although you can get it digitally at iTunes when it comes out on November 11, it won't be the same as getting it as a hard copy and have it in your hands! What's more, there will be even cooler pictures of David inside too and the lyrics will be provided as well. What more can you ask for? Perhaps a personalised autograph from the man (or maybe boy) himself on the album you are going to get. But for this, I guess for some it's just a long life dream unless of course you can get HIM to sign it. HAHA! :D

As for today, the audit job was all right. I'm thankful my senior is kind and friendly and we can interact well together and laugh at certain matters. I'm glad we clicked. Tomorrow we would be auditing the same company again and she said we should be able to complete it by tomorrow and head back to the office by afternoon. Friday is so nearing! Can't wait!

And for some of you, you guys can't wait for next Wednesday right? Haha! :D

Well, until here then! Bye! Nash out! :D

What is there to talk about today..Hmm..

Well, I finally got out of office and went for an auditing job with my senior. It's an interesting experience. You seriously get to meet people woth different personalities. Friendly faces, grumpy faces, why-are-you-looking-at-me faces and many more. Fortunately, the people I met so far during my internship are quite friendly and easy to talk to, so it's pretty all right. Tomorrow I would have another job with another senior so hopefully everything goes well.

I'm seriously looking forward to Fridays now. And November 11. Sigh.

Well, until here then. Bye! Nash out! :D

All right quick post before I head to bed.

One: I'm always looking forward to Fridays and the weekends but not Mondays. Now I understand why working people have monday blues all the time. No, let me correct that. ALL OF US.

Two: I just found out David's album is going to be self-titled. Awesome! I wonder how the cover would be like. I can already imagine..

Three: Just a few more days to go to fast (past halfway) before Hari Raya Puasa. Then 4 more months more for intership. Oh..*smacks forehead*

Until here then. Bye! Nash out! :D

Hello!

Today is all about my favourite singer, David Archuleta! Haha!

Well, I just found out about 6 songs from his debut album. I'm not sure if the other 5 are confirmed but hey, no harm in being excited over them right? Haha! What's more, most of them are written by himself. Ain't that awesome? Haha! Here they are!

1. Crush (as we all know)
2. My Hands
3. Ruined Me
4. Cynic
5. Desert Sky
6. Final Step

Gosh I want that album so badly right now! Haha! The titles of the songs are so cool enough to make me want to listen to them! Haha! Love the Crush video too! The eyes..*girl faints* NURSE!!

Well, back to my mundane life.

Well, until here then. Bye! Nash out! :D

This is a showcase of Archie (And some Brooke) wallpapers I made. Enjoy! :D

Sighs. And more sighs. Depression sets in. In the next 5 months. Ugh.

If there are people out there reading my blog, then hi there! If not, then I'll probably say hi to myself. Oh well. Anyway I'll just update my life a bit about what's been going on.

Ever since the examz ended 1 week ago, everything's been chilling yet rushing at the same time. It's as if I have 1 week freedom left before something bad's gonna happen or something. I tried my best to do whatever I wanted to do during that one week and I managed to accomplish most of them in my "Things To Do in 1 Week Before Job Attachment Starts" list. Also, I watched Wall-E with Indra! Haha! And I watched it again today with my family! Haha! It's a fun and hilarious movie! Itz suitable for the whole family! Gosh it's fun to watch it again twice! Haha! Oh those eyes! :D

Ugh this feeling! Tomorrow would be my first day of job attachment and I'm nervous! My hands are shaking and my heart is feeling uneasy at this moment. From what I heard from my friends, you would never expect what you have foresee. Hopefully, that's a good thing. Im already anxious about so many things! Here are some examples:

What kind of Staff they have
Whether I'll mingle well with the Staff there
What Work they would offer us to do and the level of difficulty
What kind of Environment they work in
What Stress level would I have to endure

I'll have to go 3 days of training before I start work proper. Hopefully all goes well during the 6 months.

Also, my first day of work is the first day of the fasting month. It's probably a good thing since it's a blessed month and it may help me calm my nerves a bit. To all Muslims out there, Happy Fasting!

Well, until here then. Bye! Nash out! :D

Hey peeps!

Well, finally the examz are over! Woo Hoo! Yeah! *breathes a sigh of relief*

Let me tell you how I think I would fair for the examz. Screwed. Yup, you heard me. Screwed. *smacks cheeks*. I can tell you now that for one of the papers, I could not hold back my emotions and I cried, thinking I would fail after doing the paper. This never really happened to me. I guess itz probably because I fear of failing. In this semester, all I want is just to pass all my modules since it was really stressful for me. Hopefully, I'll do well or at least pass. *sigh*

Well, now I have one week of break before I'll start on my 6 month job attachment. Gosh hopefully everything would be ok. Friendly staff. Cosy atmosphere. Gosh who am I kidding? Itz located in Raffles Place! And the company is a prestigious one! *bites teeth*

Well, I feel like I'm rushing everything I wanted to do. Haha! Well, I only have one week before the hectic schedule comes in! Letz rush and panic (in a good way of course)!

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Sigh. Why do I even bother to do such things. Guess I have no answer to that. Sigh.

Crush Lyrics

I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever do is think about you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know


Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we can be, Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away


Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last forever, forever


Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we can be, Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away


Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know


Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we can be, Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Oh my gosh! This is David Archuleta's debut single "Crush"! And guess what? I LOVE IT! This is officially MY FAVOURITE SONG OF THE YEAR! It aired on the radio for the first time on 1 August 2008 with David himself and the Arch Angels and Archies tuning in to hear it for the first time too. It was an awesome and memorable experience!

However, one thing pissed me off. When I got home from school after listening to the debut single of Crush, one of my walkman phone earphones decided to die on me. Grr! I'll have to change my earphones soon. I can't stand listening with just one earphone. There'll be no bass and stereo system in my ears! I miss that feeling!

Examz coming. Job Attachment too. And I'm not ready.

Until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Hey guys!

Itz been a while since I last blogged. I was very busy with school projects and assignments. It was really tough. Thank goodness most of them were group projects so it makes the load lighter. What's more this semester is very stressing and tiring. Sigh. Pressure. Competition. Intelligence. Need I say more?

I just had my NAPHA test today. Don't even ask. It turned out really bad. But I did feel a sense of accomplishment in my 2.4 km run since I did not stop or walk and continued all the way. Haha! A bit exhausted now since it's been a long day but I'm glad it's over. I was getting irritated just thinking about it.

Well, until here then. Byez! Nash out! :D

Disaster lies ahead. I'll update about my life soon. :D